I'm very depressed. My son's ankle has been swollen for a month, and he's limping. It's not broken, and he is currently been tested for Lyme's, neurological disorders, and other stuff to rule out (what probably will turn out to be) Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis. That means a lifetime of pain and deformity. Not to mention that he'll be pointed at and laughed at by his peers. And he won't be able to join in all the reindeer games:( I'm so sad for my little monkey.
Another reason for depression... my wonderful, loving husband shoved me and called me a fat bitch in public yesterday. I slept on the couch. What kind of friend says that? Fuck him! I ate an orange and 8 glasses of water after that. Today I had an orange and a can of tuna.
I want another child, but I'm not having sex with that douche.
I need some antidepressants.
2nd Birthday 10/31/07
I haven't posted in a while. Here's what's been going on.